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I went on a course yesterday about how to motivate people. After listening to the lecture I decided that today would be the day that I put into I practice what I preached.
Over the last few months I have noticed a shift within myself. I’ve had issues, dramas and frustrations in my life that have continually come to the forefront of my existence and quite frankly have got so annoyed that I shouted at my guides and loved ones in spirit saying “I am fed up with this now, how many times do I have to experience this as I am clearly not getting the message so help me as its REALLY getting me down, either show me the lesson or take me out of the situation because I’m sick and tired of it”.
I don’t know where I am going with this!
I am a bit of a perfectionist and always want to do things to the best of my ability. I wanted to have a better understanding of spirit and have attended many workshops, demonstrations (some which I have thoroughly enjoyed and others that I’ve felt the money could have been put to a better use). I have read articles trying to have a clearer awareness and knowledge of spirit, where we’ve come from, how we were created. There is so much conflicting evidence out there that I was getting confused, some of the things that people were say just didn’t sit right with me.
I have been doing my daily affirmations, decrees morning and night, meditated, gone within myself, desperately wanting something spectacular to happen, protected myself, asked my guides (and practically the whole of the universe) to raise my vibration, guide me, teach me, dissolve and clear blockages and ascend me on my spiritual journey. I hear you laughing!!! Am I the only one that has done this? Then my guides said “stop”. I found that quite hard as it had become so much apart of my daily routine that I felt to a certain degree vulnerable. I am not for one minute saying do not protect your self or ask for guidance or assistance because this is something I still do. The point I am trying to make is that I was spending so much of my time and energy trying to understand and trying to connect with spirit, raising my vibration, trying to determine if I was I clair – “whatever” that I was missing the point. I had chosen to live and earthly existence and I wasn’t. I was spending so much time focus on understanding spirit I was missing all the messages and lessons that my ever tolerant guides were showing me.
As I am writing this my guide has stepped forward so I now know that there is a reason for me writing this. I cannot describe the comfort and warmth as he steps forwards; as he smiles at me and give me that knowing little nod of approval when I am getting it, and his ever tireless patience when I don’t. I have an overwhelming love for him I could totally retreat and spend my whole day talking to him. I have taken one step forward, tomorrow I might take 2 – 3 steps back, but who cares I am enjoying the experience. There are times when the human element of me, the one who wants everything to happen now steps forwards and rears its head, maybe with time this will be an element of myself that I will let go – who knows. For me personally it’s like an eureka moment when I understood what he was trying to tell me.
I am asking my beautiful lovely guide do I need to write anything else. I am not getting anything so I will stop there. I hope some of you can relate to this. If not, it doesn’t matter for when I look at the start of this page this was not what I was going to write about so I will say thank you to my guides for I have learnt some thing new once again. I’m truly blessed. I will send my love to all of you who have read this. Good night and God bless xx
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